New Yearz

I've always hated New Years. Everyone seems to get so motivated about goals and accomplishments,

except for me.

I don't like making new goals every year, cause I didn't reach any of this years goals anyways. It just seems like a painful reminder each year saying "Oh look Nicole you failed again, good try though". And don't even mention New Years kisses. Who came up with that anyways? It just feels like any other night, and tomorrow will feel like an absolutely normal day. Sure, I'll still be writing 2014 on my papers for the next 5 months, but other than the number not much will change.

Last year started off with a brand new group of friends. I remember the exact day I met most of them; January 30th. They were my joy. But, all good things must come to an end, and they all choose to ignore me now. Sad story aside, it's strange to see how much changes in a year. All the people you meet, all the friends you can lose. All the experiences, now just stored as memories.

That's all we can keep.

In 2015 all I wish for, is memories worth remembering.